What isit? this week jus crazy..i keep thinkin that im not gonna survive this year..
well..i jus did! Worst thing that i can imagine just happened..and i just came back with a smile..isit me feeling to well being embarrassed and psyched, or i just lost my mind? Hahaha

Form 5 dramas were great! you guys rock!
talking bout drama..drama is too predictable, too epic..
reminds me of myself, am i living a drama life? coz..
all that happens is too predictable, i saw it coming,
but i didn't realize it till it happen..*sigh*
riding a bike, see a stone, but why..why we dont want to
stop? To see what happens although we knew it may hurt.
But why?
Drama..
all the actors, all the masks, all the script, all the fools..
they are living among us..pretend to be right when everything seems to go wrong.
Try to undo while it happens..*hmmmh*
And im trying to take control of my own drama life..
and hear all the applause as my story ends

esok sekola..bosan nya

What happened?

Shower, it reminds me of a sound..in my mind, calm.. i was thinking..what happened today? why is this same strange feelings keep get through my heart..i tried to understand..why. it makes me feel sad.im looking at my self at the mirror, but i see nothing.what happened?.its reminds me of the sound of the shower..sounds of teardrops,
oh god,what happened to me? i felt so empty..what can i do. is this a requiem of my dream or isit just me..is this the feeling of loneliness? I miss you, dont you know that?

Bowling Tourney

Its was raining when i came back from school..standing in front of the door, tired..it is almost 5 in the evening..after a short moment with my mother, i came downstairs and get cleaned up and wear my plain black tshirt paired with Carol stripe jeans..
I cant remember much, but when arrived at the Metro, its already dark and we unload our bowling bags and headed for 4th floor..we didnt talk much..
after 3 sets of game..the admin announced the winner, and yeah.. i mean.. YEAHHH..we won the 3rd place.cooool. i hug my parents...happy
so we went home and have a short chat together..
i have this chocolate waffle that i bought earlier and sat next to my brother..
i just ate the waffle half..but i cant stand my eyes..i fell asleep
so the next day i woke up..and seeing all these foods and presents
next to me..on my bed XD....thx guys

Yes, there been some changes in me lately..ive changed, but as far as im concern..im still me, still missing you, the old you

So this is it, my new blog..since i forgotten my old blog password www.nurhilmanehsan.blogspot.com
but its ok for me, coz the old blog is, err, i just cant find the right word to describe it..
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